I'm due!

I'm due today.... no signs, no spotting, no pain, practically nothing!! My firstborn was delivered 2 days earlier. And so I thought, my gal would be early as well.

I went for my check-up today and Dr Tan of Johor Maternity Specialist said that he'll set a date for inducement if I'm not delivered in the next one week. I went back home, read all I could about inducement, praying that I won't have to go through the horrors of being induced.

Mum has been forcing me to get up early to take long walks to open my cervix and relax my muscle. Walk walk walk.... pengsan lor.... My tummy seems low.

I remember finding out that I was pregnant. It was a surprise to me coz this baby was not planned. Deep down, I just couldn't know how to accept this little baby when my boy is still a baby himself! Brendan is only 19 months and there is just so much more development in him. I don't know how am I going to cope with 2 kids. Brendan has always been in the care of my mum in Kluang, Johor. I travel every weekend back from KL to Kluang by bus (except for once a month when his daddy drives).

Anyway, now that I'm at full term, I can suddenly feel that surge of being a new mother again, the joy of seeing a little baby responding to your smiles, touch, etc. Brendan has been very manja and I don't know how am I going to manage two attention-seekers now.